June 14, 2011
Father God,
This summer is not what I thought it would be and I don't know what you are calling me to. I had many plans, but one by one they are being cancelled.
What does it look like to be completely dependent on you, to be able to say tat it is well in all circumstances and to love you first? How do you want me to devote my time, my money and my energy this summer?
So far I have felt lonely this summer. Most of my friends are gone, and my house is empty. Help me to find you here and enjoy your presence. Help me to see you as my Father.
I am really hoping that I get the FCA internship next summer in California if it is your will. Who wouldn't want to go to California and play sand volleyball? That sounds perfect to me! I don't want to go if my motives aren't pure. Is FCA waht you want me to do?
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